Almost like grains of sand flowing, keeping track of time, my sand is disappearing right out sight. Desperately I try to get my 8 hours of sleep otherwise I feel as if I am barely functioning throughout the day. When my weekends come into sight I end up sleeping up to 11 hours, how I end up doing this mind-boggles me. The rest of my weekend hours go to studying and doing whatever work I can for the week coming up. Mostly art, reading art history, and studying German. Throughout the week I try to cram so many things in before I go off to work from 4.30-10 Monday, Wednesday and Thursday. Rest of my hours in the week I am in school or driving to school, sometimes eating. I wish I could stop my sand from slipping away and take a moment or two to think.
I miss contemplating what I'm doing or saying, or going to say or do. Now I seem to say either yes, no, later, can't, bye bye bye. Everything blurs here and there as information jams up in my head giving me a constant annoying headache.
I know I am not the only one frustrated with it, I know complaining won't help it. That's why in the end I pick studying all day on the weekends instead of going out. If I have time at night, I treat myself and have fun.
In the end sadly, this won't be a stress-less easy first semester in my book, it'll be more of a headache with time and me running against the sand that's slipping away.
Wanna take a break? Find a show you like and take a load off your shoulders with the help of my favorite thing, hulu. :)
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